Please pray for me as I am suffering from spiritual barriers.
I was introduced to the faith 3 years ago, I believe I have a love for God, but it doesn't show in me. I use the term ‘believe’ as if I cannot speak to others about Him, then the love must not be deep enough. My partner tries to help me, watches sermons with me and studies with me, but I often find myself falling asleep or my mind wanders off. Afterwards, I never fully retain the information that I have just watched. I know this is the workings of the devil. I am fearful that when the time comes, I will accept the mark of the beast as my connection with God is not strong enough.